Textile Work

needed or wanted

Are you wanted roswell? Or are you needed? You know I do not need you, you are nothing essential to me. I can live just fine without talking it won't kill me, I can just I can talk to milt. Or we'll I can go back to how I was! Oh um this has come off poorly, what I'm trying to say is I want you. . . ha I'm. I apologize Ross. I don't. I don't think I am wanted, well I don't feel it I suppose. I am needed to keep the house alive, I am incredibly important but a house cannot want it only needs. Milt can want but only needs, I bow my head as if a rabbit before a wolf as it bites into me the wolf's maw engulfing the rabbits head. But it dose not bleed it dose not even hurt it is only presre as it's teeth gouge thick marks that do not seal they are wounds I will tend to as I can . I stay as a salow flesh rots it's face Jaws retracting in pain as sickness sets in, sealing the Jaws shut with puss filled masses . The wolf did not want this but needed it the Erath knew as much. I am truly the sickness the bile and the rabbits ever aching wounds. Sometimes I wish milts jaw would sease as well. Then maybe it would truly want me there. To care for it to hold and be held. It would be wonderful to be wanted. Even if I'm not needed at all you know? Just the concept is so . It fills your chest with soft admiration. Imagine it you are needed for nothing, nothing at all but someone wants you. Wants you to be with them wants you to just be not anything from you. I think its even better then being both! Needed and wanted that is. The very concept of being needed brings an obligation. You are obligated to do something or be somewhere or even if you are wanted it's .. I don't know muddled. Do you want me? Roswell? Please please tell me if you only need me

Good fact :3

This is the line if work I plan on going into specifically fashion and or costume design!

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This textile project was baised on the album cover of fool in her wedding gown by the crain wives.

This is a jacket i made in 2020 in the hight of the pandemic. it is lined with a flice blanket.

this is a skirt i made in 2022 as a destresser one day and i really love the style of it.

here are some of my first attempts at natural dying and solar printing. i hope to improve in the neer future